One Minute It's Love

So rite now I'm at eriks house wit cate and we just got done eatin dinner
Umm nuttin really going on here kinda bored and oh I forgot to mention that I'm ENGAGED!!!!!!
To an amazing guy named erik who love wit all my heart and whoever has a problem wit that can fuck off

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

YAY IM 17 NOW LOL



OH AND HAPPY EARLY 16th BIRTHDAY TO LIV!!!!
(since hers is tmrw)

yay im going to see saw 5!

on another note i started my birth control wich is good lol

everything has been fine school wise
and im going to ct nov 7th to see turk and everyone
and im goin to see my mother wich could be a good thing or bad thing
good thing is that she gets to meet erik
and all my friends get to meet him

Then me and erik are stayin at dars. Woohoo!!
And we are drinkin! YAY!
Shes gettin us a 6pack of beer a party pack of smirnoff and a bottle of smirnoff strawberry vodka!

Im soo excited!

I havent seen evrybody in Ct for 4 long months!!! i miss my friends sooooo much lol

So im so excited for the concert today and im even more excited that Asia might be able to go cuz i havent seen her in like 3 years or some shit like that. This concert is gonna be sooo much fun i can just feel it.
The weirdest thing is that my dad is in the city today to with ed scollins and lucas which are two guys that me and my dad both work wit at the bowling alley, their cool people and we are all takin the train home together which is gonna be soo entertaining lol.
I CANT WAIT TILL THE CONCERT!!!

ALL TIME LOW I THE BEST!!

ok i got my excitement out

ok so i just got a new layout wit the help of liv cuz im not smart enough to figure it out on my own lol and im gonna try to use this thing more often which liv was happy about lol and thats really all i have to say!!

Im so confused right now. I just went on the girlfriends myspace and the first sentence of her about me section was "Amandas amazing, but i have to think, idk...." When I read that, i felt me heart drop i love her so much and Sarah always told me that Tabby loved me more than anythig in the world and she talked about me all the time but now i guess after 2 1/2 months maybe she doesnt feel that same way idk its just alot to take in....on thanksgiving my grandfather died, i have the funeral tomorrow, and the final try-outs for cheerleading and youth group and now my g|f might break up with me and i dont even know why. A part of me wants to cry and the other is just so lost and confused. idk...........

ok so i've been home from camp for 6 days and it feels like 3 weeks. Its been going by really slow and everything that everyone says, in some way or anyother, remindes me about something that happened at camp like an inside joke or something. I think about camp every single min. of the day and it just makes me sad. The first few days i was home it was really ruff but right now its ok. Me and my mom had a very deep conversation so we prolly wont have another fight for a while but we'll have one soom enough lol. So yea thats all i have to say for now lol

OMG this summer was the best summer of my life. It was amazing and theres just no other way to describe it. everyone in my unit is awsome and im gonna miss you guys so so much and so sad that it had to end but then im really happ that it started in the first place. Even though i've only known you guys for 3 weeks it feels like i've known you for my whole life! There are countless things that i could say about what happend this summer but theres not enought hours in the day to write them all in. I Miss you guys soo much already and it has only been 1 day lol i love you guys so much and i hope to all see you soon lol

ok so its official, im going to CL as a C.I.T. this year! Im so excited i could just scream!

School has been a total nightmare lately. Mic is mad at me for god knows what and James is always upset and he doesnt even look at me let alone talk to me anymore. I hate drama its just a waste of energy. So yea thats really it.

ok im going to start using this thing again! i promise i will or i'll at least try to! lol

Omg..its been a long time since my last entry.lol.. well me n diane r all good kno..home is finally getting better..yay..tj used me!!...soo not happy with him rite kno..but hes my best friend n hes been there for me when i needed someone soo..ya..lol...nuttin else really happened..its been boring..lol..well i better go..

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

HAHA!!!! I TOLD U I WAS MATURE!!! LMAO

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS::
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No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless
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I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
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IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK YOU

isnt that funny!!!!!!!! hahaha

Im so happy!! Well.....i had a horse show yesterday didnt do soo well. i didnt place in 2 classes(flat) but i got a 6th n 1st in jumping. Which is ok i guess. i also dumped danny 2day he just wasnt my type. Jim asked me out 2, i said yea i like him alot. cant wait til the next time i see him. thats all i could think of. dont kno wat else to say.

school was kk. nothings was that exciting. nothing much else to say.

Me n liv whent to the mall to hang out w| the woshyie, lisa(her friend) n spork!!! so much fun! my fav color is pink.....but i like i've seen enough of it 2day.....lol! omg so much fun! i miss u guys already!!! guess wat!!!!!!
I LOST THE GAME!!!!!!!!!!!! n no wooshiey im not gunna shut up!! lol

OMG ME N LIV R LIKE HIGH OFF OF AMP (ENERY DRINK)!!!! WE GONNA HAVE SOO MUCH FUN W| WOOSKYIE SPORK N WOOSHYIES FRIEND!!! (wooshyie doesnt kno wat shes gettin her self into) hehe!!!

OMG i cant wait until later 2day (5 1/2 hours) cuz im goin to liv house its gonna be soo much fun!!!!